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202286 minPGdocumentary

Bastard in Mind

202286 minPGdocumentary

Two months unfold as Sobo Swobodnik confronts the reality of living with a brain aneurysm.

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Two months unfold as Sobo Swobodnik confronts the reality of living with a brain aneurysm.

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Sobo Swobodnik faces a life-threatening diagnosis: an aneurysm in the brain. Over two months, the filmmaker documents the challenges and fears that arise from living with this condition. This audio-visual collage combines personal reflections and evocative imagery, illustrating the emotional and physical toll of managing a potentially fatal health issue. The film presents a raw perspective on vulnerability and survival.

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